lst April 2004
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Self-reflexive Learnings from Writing
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Introduction
This is a reflection on a writing process over the period 1962-2004 that has
given rise to the collection of articles on this site. It covers the following
aspects:
- Purpose and illusions of writing
- Style and method
- Context, sources and mandate
- Special thematic concerns
- Characteristic forms: scope, experimental forms, unusual topics
- Publication issues
- Assessment
- Why and to what end?
A separate paper (Configuring Metaphoric Polarities in Writing, 2004)
uses insights explored in this collection of papers to respond to these questions
more formally.
A first exercise of this kind was entitled In Search of Transformational
Pathways: bibliography of studies conducted from 1962 to 1981 under the auspices
of the UIA and Mankind 2000 (1981). This organized papers in terms of the
segments of concentric circles ( diagram?). A later effort described the more
formal publishing activity instigated and coordinated over the subsequent period
(see Sharing
a Documentary Pilgrimage: UIA -- Saur Relations 1982-2000). An attempt
at visualizing in a single image all the cross-references between past documents
was made in 2003.
Neither of these explore the questions of why such activity, and the more speculative
explorations on this site, are undertaken. What is such wrting for? As a writer
colleague put it: "Have you any idea WHY we do this?". The following
endeavours to respond to the question, to explain the methods and styles chosen,
and to reflect on the degree of coherence that emerges from the variety of papers
written.
- What is the function of this activity?
- How many kinds of why-ring and rings of polarity?
- See also Tracing a Pattern
Purpose and illusions of writing: why and to what end?
Conventional justifications for writing include:
- career advancement: publish or perish
- financial rewards:
- self-promotion in pursuit of reknown: display erudition
- self-affirmation: To give myself a sense of accomplishment? To define myself
(to myself at least)?
- self-commemoration:
- making a mark
More "noble" purposes may include:
- "saving the world"
- enabling / facilitation
But another set of purposes can be described in terms of:
- clarification: because it enables me to clarify things? envisaging
- provide a platform of thoughts from which I can think new things -- as in
journaling of dreams?
- essai / challenge
- logical possibility
- higher forms of order
Finally the purpose of writing may be explored as:
- fun
- fun vs boring:
- playing with categories
- shifting from A to B
- playing with definitions
- plastic nature of reality
- Fobes
- humour
- muse vs amuse
- self-remembering
- therapeutic aspects
- I write thereefore I am
- writing to solve one's own existential problem (paradox / paradigm /
coherence)
- 50th : aesthetics of govrnance
- psychic income
- personal growth
- identity
- creative response to past and future possibilities
Audience and illusions: who is such writing for?
- playing flute (to sheep) in the hills
- writing poetry for oneself
- ship in bottle: someone somewhere addressing same issues / same place
- Andes
- friends / relatives
- UIA colleagues / council
- who reads
- serious for whom?
- compensation for something or other
- Because I find the insights meaningful in response to my sense of the times
-- even if only for myself?
- can one change oneself : re-why-ring?
- inappropriate qualifications for the topics
- who is qualified to write cross-sectorally?
Illusions of writing
- value to others
- long-term value
- intrinsic worth
- making a difference
- fame and fortune
- recognition
- identity
- communication with peers
Learning from the writing endeavours of others
- writing achievements of others
- mess of potage
- fame?
- memorial
- planting memes
- pharaonic construction
- after life
- symbolic integration
- what does it mean to oneself?
- everybody with a website
- uselessness
- Joanna Soutcote
- making / polishing / holding up a mirror
- conceptual alzheimer
- compost / nourish
- quality: SMN paper
politics of writing
- relevance
- reflection in writing (copyright, property, etc)
- bear witness
- Those who cannot do write
- save the world conference junky
- articulate the uncomfortable
- terrorism
- reinforcing inappropriate
- causes
- post save-the world -- saving y own
- unsuitability is compounded by a more active poltical stance -- as in my
latest piece on America as Eve-ill Empire
which is in fact in process of publication in a Futures journal under the
procedures I have outlined.
Special thematic concerns
See later under polarities:
- interdisciplinary / synthesis / integration
- ways of knowing
- variety
- present
- problem / strategy / conceptual entitites
- visualization
- relationships / networks
- aezsthetics (of strategy
- metaphor
- use of tehcnology in support of organization
- tensegrity
- visualization / mind-mapping / sound / VRML / SVG
- embodying
- interdisciplinary synthesis (dialogues eval)
- disparate fields of knowledge / susantha
- intersectoral / global
- associations
- why things dont work better
- what I was not told
- coherence
- celebrate and interrelate disparate initiatives
- how to
- think about / philosophy / paradigm shift
- move out of traps
- relate to / deal with
- present
- explain oneself to oneself
- aims (UIA / Encyc / broader)
Context
Responding to a challenge
- aesthetic constraints of medium
- terrorism
- unusual / diversity
- save the world
Disappointment at institutions
Beholden to
UIA setting
- contexts
- challenges
- exposure
- shift from uiadocs : tolerate without knowing
- unimaginative / incurious
- mandate of Otlet for wider scope
- pressures (Open Letter, withdraw, etc)
Mentors / Beholden to
- Edo breakthrough -- Jacques / Tomi
- JWW: not human, essential
- Galtung: not activist
- McHale
- Ashok?
- UIA SGs: GPS, Fenaux, Raeymaeyckers
- Stafford Beer
- Christian de Laet
- Joan and roger Evans?
- Alger
- Jere Clark
- IGB
- EST
- Elise
- Dimitrov
- Dahlberg
- Nadia
- Sohail
- Negative mentors
- Otlet
- SMN?
- Confrences
Writing-related roles
- documentation projects
- Yearbook
- Bibliography
- Calendar
- Who's Who
- Encyclopedia
- processes
- research
- correction / editing
- profiling
- hypertext linking
- managing editor
- computer enhancement
- production (book, CD, web)
- website management
Sources and mandate
- of inspiration
- beholden
- texts
- writings
- authority / mandate
- perceptions rather than "facts"
Knowledge elaboration context
- Otlet inspiration (hypertext / Monde / TA)
- evolving writing environment
- knowledge representation: text elements, concepts
- Hypertext opportuntity and implications for organization / working with
knowledge
- Conference papers / constraints ?
- no-linear oganization
- uninfihished papers
- citing forward
Arms length relationship to particular disciplines (not a joiner / dilettante?
/ master of none) but focused on their relationship
- chem eng
- documentation
- knowledge / transdisciplinary
- computers
- psychology
- organization development
- conference organization
- humdev / spirituality
- values
- civil society
- systeùms
- ISA
- futures
- graphics
- development
- activism
Style and method: in search of an appropriate form
Challenge of:
- comprehensive scope
- comprehensible
- succinct
- relevant
- grounded
- multi-perspective
- accessible / dissemination
- refereral
- usefulness
- mutli-form
- integrated
- well-founbded
- information overload
- time available for reading is vastly exceeded by the quantity of materials
one might want to read
Another heading?
- structure: introduction, refrences, etc
- design choice
- quantity
- variety
- exhaustive
- turgid
- boring
- "negative"
- tongue in cheek
- frankness
- every subject (NM)
- confrontation
- negative
- sins of comprehensive view / length / postcard responses
- needs editing down
- struggle to get it down / articulate ideas
- struggle with alternative forms ("translation")
- spelling
- excessive self-promotion
- multi-use: paper in format for printing
- critical
- radical "positive"
- self-citation: body of knowledge / how many (bad form)
- quotes
- footnotes
- references: offer maximum of leads / onward referral
- quantity
- too long
- give more from which to extract / rather than less
- documentation bias
- how people read in hypertext world
- skip thru headings
- problem of succinct if people are reluctant to read anyway
- not so much a logical thread through to QED as a patterrn of complementary
relationships and associations that creates an environment -- a rose window
Method
- write fast (2-3 weeks)
- develop idea / checklist / framework
- institutional framework (support / weekends)
- essays
- argument thru metaphor
- word-play: AWOL, Terra, Eve-ill
- headings
- formal experiment
- meditation
- supporting references, links and quotes
- use of web hyperlinks
- not so much authoritiative as can people meaningfully (usefully) think this
way / perceptions
- bridging incommensurable differences
- cut/paste: Declaration, Nibiru, identity, I Ching
- identifying traps by reframing
- independent scholar
- paper writing process provides its own insights -- is the message
- creating galactice and planetary systems
- hyperlink editing
Discipline
- grounded in documentary experience on organizations / problems
- respond to imposed (real world) agenda constraint / challenge / language
-- as a challenge to creativity
- write about anything
- respect for text
- avoidance of imoising opinion
- use of frames
- take seriously disparate and incommensurable mindsets
- always writing about the same thing?
- number of common references / sources
Characteristic forms: scope, experimental forms, unusual topics
Range of subjects
Always writing about the same thing
- recurrent conclusions
- I Ching
- pattern that connects
- write about what one most needs to learn
Experimental forms
- search and replace: Nibiru /Declaration on HR
- musings (stargate, etc)
- challenge of language and variety of forms of knowledge and knowing
- tongue-in-cheek, as-if conference summaries (2nd amendment, Transdisciplinary,
Psy-comm, briefings, etc)
- identity
- University of Earth
- roundtable, I Ching polarization coding
- metaphors: Archaeoraptor
- poetry (Being There, poetry-making)
- Morituri
- Don Justo
- celebrate community experiments
- ICA
- Pitjant
- Swadhyaa
- Damanhur
Originality
- as a way of avoiding judgement according to the rules of a particular discipline
- reframing exercises
- out of box
- radical shift of perspective
Improbable / unusual topics / takes / angles:
- mala beads
- astronautics / time machine / stargate
- stones
- extraterrestrials / Nibiru / Tir Na Nog
- avoidance of well-trodden pathways
- exploration
- conceptual geometry
- as-if
- aesthetics / poetry
- Swadhyda
- "languages"
- arse
- stretch to encompass
- terrorism
- sex: internet penetration
- unusual metaphors
Emphasis on questions (answers being the death of)
- possible ways of thinking
- possible analogies
- possible ways forward
- entrapment in answer economy
Publication issues
Biases in writing / publishing
- independent scholar
- attitude
- resistant to traditional journal approach
- finding a *qualified* reviewer for an article means that it is not an original
piece of work
- transfer/loss of copyright (including provisions relating to non-prior publication),
- particular editorial requirements,
- work required in the event of difficulty in converging on a mutually agreeable
text,
- constraints on length and non-text material (tables, diagrams, URLs),
- identification of appropriate reviewers with a similar pattern of interests,
- delays in publication,
- restricted circulation, etc (possibly out-of-print)
- cost of access
Media / Dissemination policy
- Why not do a book?
- Encyclopedia
- Tibaldi -- Pico
- 4 collections 1984
- TA
- Papers in conference proceedings / collections
- Papers in journals (Futures)
- cost
- list
- website
- various publications / journals on demand
- longer studies (Will to Change / Poetry)
- using my website as my prime publishing context
Intellectual copyright / property
- few writers control their own copyright
- confidentiality clause of many in internationa life
- peer groups concerns / complicity
- career related issues
- future coping
- proprietary hold on knowledge
- MERU
- remuneration $1 mill
- copyleft
- name on paper
- UIA approach
- Sohail
- respond to requests for publication in a non-exclusive mode and to seek
as much involvement of the editor in cutting/adapting articles to whatever
criteria are appropriate.
- essentially indifferent to whatever such adapation provided the original
remains accessible on my website.
- All this makes me a fairly unsuitable contributor to journals.
Archival issues
- access to old writings
- too much paper
- mobility
- atemporal perspective
- journey / pathway
- higher order / meta-perspective
- making sense
Self-censorship / Unpublished
- Musings (irresponsible)
- Eichmann
- Axis of shame
- older pieces
- thesis
- Afrikaans
- Rhodesia Railways
Assessment
Evaluation / Honours (doctor, honorary, politeness)
- NIC, WAAS, FFF, GPID, ISKO, UN Dimi
- keynote speaker
- WFSF selection
- invitations
- UIA publications: YB, Ecnyc, Who's Who
- languages (English, french, Italian)
- apparently the average reader of an academic paper is one, in addition
to those involved in producing it (based on some official research I chose
to remember)
- I seldom get responses from people I know -- who hopefully enjoy me for
other reasons and politely cast a blind eye on my efforts!. However I get
very occasional communications (a sample?) from others unknown to me in distant
parts -- thanks to the web. And I get a regular amount of countable traffic
to my papers on my website -- which I can check daily -- and suspect of being
rigged by various techniques any paranoiac could imagine. It does not translate
into contact, but then maybe the use of the papers does not justify it.
- Someone of great eminence known to me expressed surprise at my response
to his new work -- saying he seldom got any meaningful reactions. So, politeness
aside, maybe responses are not a pattern to be expected.
Successful anticipation
- knowledge rep (Otlet)
- John McHale -- requests 10 years later
- civilm society
- networking
- teerorism
- internet
- visualization (film)
Learning tool
- personal
- journey
- learning from reaction to others (paper policy / ceremony / Galtung's rule)
- people do not take ideas seriously (humour)
- what people do with papers, bookends
- papers on floor (Latin pissing)
- symbolism
Failures
Meta-framework issues: self-reflexive perspectives
- meta-text book
- resonant / entrainment
- emergent organization
- Capra summary
- shift from hierarchicial/directional to interlocking cycles (why-rings)
-- tensegrity
- global brain implications
- what is it all about
- larger concerns / challenge
- carrier wave for / platform for
- wrtiting as instructive self-reflexive act
- hyperlink editing
- pattern of issues
- gardening knowledge
- enactivism / embodying
- writing as cultivating the pattern that connects
- possibility of restrucruing all papers into a database (Wiki?)
- visualization possibility -- mandala / mind-map
- meaning of a body of work
- Netamp (emergent structures)
Major learnings
- variety
- noncommunication / snobbery
- conferences
- networks
- sets
- lists / tables
- project logic
- metaphor / re-reading
- dysfunctionality (corruption) non-dit
- ways of knowing
- incapacity to comprehend other realities
- visualization
- present
- reflection in world and of world
Embodiment
All the stuff -- my stuff -- I cultivate its togetherness
Undigested notes:
Criticism
- academe
- civilm society
- strategies
Intelligence agencies / exposure to
I try to see how it is for me and it eludes me. Perhaps I am thinking deep
down that if I manage to say something right, then it will set me free or change
the world or something. Maybe. I think it is more about what we come to understand
such change may be given the nature and the quality of the response to our respective
writing efforts. I am happy that I am less and less attached to a response.
I like the ship in a bottle feel -- maybe a message to a future incarnation
of myself?
In other words, rank mysticism and magic. I can never hope to change anyone's
mind. It just seems I might at best 'join in' with a few pepole doing something
similar. But then we want to argue or something. Good points. I too can fantasize
about the joining process -- but seemingly it does not happen -- at least as
far as I can detect. Our intentionalities are too disparate.
Shouldn't there be a better way of doing whatever it is we suppose we are doing?
Good question. But better for whom? It becomes more interesting to fantasize
about what better might mean
Maybe the question is much more interesting than the answer.
I have noproblem with any cutting an republishing -- whatsoever. My only concern
is getting into a frustrating dialogue with an editor who wants something to
fit a particular pattern which politeness or other factors forces me to intuit
-- to the dissatisfaction of both and to repeated rounds of trials.
Again my approach has been cut what is appropriate and use it however. That
is just fine -- preferably with a link back to the original. Nadia is doing
this on another piece where she is listed anyway as co-author, and another where
she may end up being a co- author. In the latter case it is more an issue of
whether there is a source of ihncome to cover her time -- across the boundary
from where friendly support is being abused!
Cathedral / Spain
References
Evoking Authenticity: through polyhedral global configuration of local paradoxes.
2003 [text]
Organization and Lifestyle Design: Characteristics of a nonverbal structural
language. 1978 [text]
In Search of Transformational Pathways: bibliography of studies conducted from
1962 to 1981 under the auspices of the UIA and Mankind 2000 In: Transnational
Associations, 33, 1981, pp. 251-259. [text]
Sharing a Documentary Pilgrimage: UIA -- Saur Relations 1982-2000.
Transnational Associations, 2001 [text]